How the heck are ya?

a random complation of thoughts and poems with lots of crazy ideas and spelling errors...Can you handle it?

Location: Greensboro, North Carolina, United States

I’m a complex person, like everyone else. Be careful not to ask too many questions or you will get my life story. Basically I try not to be more trouble then I’m worth and take care of the people I love. I try not to take life to seriously and laugh more often than cry. I just graduated and I have a job I love. I plan to chill in Greensboro untill a better opprtunity presents it's self.

Monday, September 26, 2005

discussing my b-day present w/ daniel

WishIHadSomeSpam: or i can get you something from here, but it won't be there for a couple of weeks
Zebra Sister: I'd rather have something cool and korean
WishIHadSomeSpam: i don't know WHAT i would get you.....hmm.....maybe something that looks cool and holds stuff?
Zebra Sister: maybe something that could hang on the wall
Zebra Sister: I hane a lot of empty wall space
WishIHadSomeSpam: like a severed human head? you can hang that on the wall
Zebra Sister: have
Zebra Sister: could be fun
WishIHadSomeSpam: or maybe i can make some sort of mount and bring you home a bowl of ramen to put on it
Zebra Sister: drain it wel though, I don't want to be cleanign up blood for weeks
Zebra Sister: lol
Zebra Sister: nice
WishIHadSomeSpam: ramen with cheese
Zebra Sister: eww
Zebra Sister: I think I"d rather have something pretty than somthing that will smell as it decomposes
WishIHadSomeSpam: i know, all they do is place an american single slice on the top of the ramen......not very appetizing
Zebra Sister: lol
WishIHadSomeSpam: ramen smells good
Zebra Sister: but the cheese won't in about a week
WishIHadSomeSpam: well, i'll leave the cheese
Zebra Sister: k
WishIHadSomeSpam: ok then, a bowl or ramen on the wall it is!
Zebra Sister: lovely

Sunday, September 25, 2005


So, as of about 2 mins ago I"m 22 years old. Hmm. I don't feel any different. Except maybe like I’m getting old. I don’t think I’ve had a birthday cake since I turned 18. Good Grief, last year at this time all I could think about was alcohol and tattoos. I still want to get my tattoo finished but my love of alcohol has all but died. I’m ok with that though. A drink or two w/ a friend every once in a while will always be fun, being smashed will never be fun. A lot has happened in the past year. Very few things have stayed the same. I think most of the changes are for the best, but there are several I regret. I have a lovely home and an awesome roommate, but I’m struggling with my bills and barely squeezing by most of the time. Hopefully that will change next month w/ my upcoming raise, additional hours and furniture market. I’m in love with a wonderful man, who just so happens to be in love with me as well. That’s a new one. One of my best friends is in another country and I don’t get to talk to him near as much as I would like. But damn if I don’t talk to him way more than basically everyone I considered a friend last year at this time. Most of that is my fault for one reason or another. I’ve kinda spent the greater part of the year keeping other people out. I guess I just got so tired of rejection I hid from it. Then I was proven right once again a little while back when one of my closest friends had finally had enough. I miss her, a lot. I guess I can’t expect the impossible. Maybe this year will be different. I hope so…but then, as I have learned time and time again, hope is a dangerous thing.

Sunday, August 21, 2005


So since nothing in the world could be cuter than my boyfriend, who is in fact the sweetest man I have ever met, I am now the proud owner of the second cutest living thing. J My dog Ginny. She puts all other small dogs to same w/ her sweetness factor. She so far likes to spend her time snuggled on my lap or napping in my bed. Yeah for old lazy dogs! Well, that’s about it for now, if I can manage to borrow someone’s digital, I’ll post some pics later. J love to all.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

A dog & "Mad Dog"

I apologize for the infrequency of my posts. Since I actually have someone to talk to all the time now it’s not as high on my priority list. I’m currently posting to delay the start of housework…lol. This place is a mess. Between Allie, Andrew and I there is quite a bit to be done. Luckily they are out of town for the weekend; I intend to take advantage of that. So…randomness, I’m getting a dog! My Boss’ Grandfather died and left 2 dogs behind, she has one and her mom has the other but doesn’t really want her anymore, I’m going to meet her today and if Jenny(the little white cutie) likes me I can take her home. So that’s fun. Let me see, what else of note…Umm, Corey is still wonderful, duh. Both our Birthdays are next month, should be interesting. Show in King tonight, thank goodness I get to go to this one, I have missed the last few for various reasons, I hate that. I’ve been reading Corey’s Harley Race Book. Needless to say I’m learning a lot. He brings over DVDs too, which will be even cooler when I have a TV and surround sound system after my b-day, but for now the computer works. Hmm, what else…I guess that’s about it for now. Later taters.

Friday, August 05, 2005


So I'm blogging from my roommate's laptop. My computer is currently in the shop. Computer's suck. I have spent more money on that darn thing...grrr. anywho. Laura and Mikey are getting married in a week, the food will be good but I'm becoming less and less excited about cooking for 200 people. I am also even more sure that I will never, ever ,ever, ever plan my wedding. Vegas baby, Vegas all the way. Ziggy pooed on my carpet this morning...little turd can leave a large pile when she feels like it. boo. :P Mom and Dad are in the Philippines till next Sunday. I haven't been to church in a few weeks, starting to feel like a heathen...and strangely ok w/ it. ummm...What else of interest......oh, makin a big meal after the cwf show Saturday, so feel free to invite yourself! :) ummm, that's about it for today, oh yeah, Corey rockks! ;) Thank god he's around or I'd be a lot crazier than I aleadly am! But for now I gotta go buy some carpet cleaner or something. later taters!

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

I hate hot weather.

ugh, I'm in a lovely mood. I got up at 4:15 this morning, drove to Wilmington then back through Raleigh and Durham. It was 107 degrees at one point, thank goodness for AC. Poor Jason’s AC died on the way back. He had called me to help him transport some cars for the repo company he works for. It was pretty fun all things considered but I'm really ready for a nap. Sadly now I need to move the rest of my junk before I can crash for the night. My room at the old appt. is still overflowing w/ randomness. Tomorrow and Friday I’m babysitting all day which will be fun but possibly more exhausting than driving all day. But hey, w/ a week off work random money is a good thing.

Guess that’s it for now…

Except to say Corey is “da man”…and hot too. ;) Muah!

Monday, July 25, 2005

The Super Duper Over Due Update!!

Holy Shit…I haven’t updated in FOREVER!! Sorry guys. With the new house, work, and spending time with the absolutely sweetest, most wonderful man in the world blogging has dropped a few notches on the ever present/never ending “things to do” list.

I’m taking a cake decorating class for work…so that’d random. Fun too. Anybody need a fancy birthday cake?

I hate being this busy, but I love it too. I hate it b/c I get stressed out and don’t take care of myself. For instance, at least 3 times this week I’ve made it to 6 or 7 in the evening before having freaking breakfast. Grrr. I just don’t think about it. That’s so bad too b/c then I’ll eat what ever I can get my hands on and it’s never healthy. Eh, screw healthy, that’s why God invented chocolate. Lol. Not really. I really gotta go grocery shoppin or something.

So I'm living at my new place but I don’t have even half my junk here yet. I've got to have a freakin huge yard sale or something cuz I got way to much shit I don’t need.

Money is the root of all evil, not to mention the only thing I ever really worry about anymore. BAH! I hate it. Why can’t we just be on a freakin barter system or something? Why wasn’t I just born in the 1700’s so I could raise some frikkin chickens for a living or something. Lol. Nah, that’d be smelly.

So I’ve got this whole week off work which is:

  1. Good, b/c I get a week to try and get all my junk over here and organized and be out of my appt. on time.
  2. Bad, b/c it’s a whole freakin week of money I won’t be makin. Boo.
  3. Good again b/c I get to see Corey more.
  4. Bad again b/c I have more time to sleepin and get nothing accomplished.

Such is life, and busy as it may be its pretty far from hard right now.

My house is really starting to look like a home. I mean I got boxes and stuff all over but it is finally all painted, my crazy awesome couch is here, floor is finished, lights are hung, even some accessorizing and decorating. All the major cosmetics are finished except the kitchen cabinets…ugh, a project I dread. My room looks insanely awesome. I gotta post pics or something.

Well I think that’s about it for now, Corey is here and we are going to the pool. :) very cool. Later taters!!